Retired from the military, she was brought back into nursing during the COVID pandemic.
Her work now takes her to the northern islands to work on patient safety, a lifelong passion.
Reflecting on the impact of the pandemic and what it now means for her profession and workforce expectations, she is now dedicated to both making sure those she serves have the care they need as well as growing the voices of younger professions.
In an ever-changing resource climate, safety still rules supreme but is challenged by the numbers and decision making around staff, time and resources. We discuss how she rarely encountered such challenges in the battlefield context, where windows of opportunity were smaller and more tightly monitored.
At the time of our conversation, a community member had spoken to a local paper of their concerns about the pressures under which healthcare providers found themselves.
Certified Listener Poet Kirsten Broadfoot
Cohort 4
November 2022
Safety Is A Six Letter Word
When we speak of safety, we also speak of skill.
Or really a belief in its presence.
Skills that define and distinguish,
Skills we can trust,
Skills we surrender to when we place ourselves in your care.
Sitting next to skill, shimmers the often-elusive accountability,
Or the ability to account or tell a story.
My story. Your story. Our story.
The story of what happened,
Or is happening,
Or could happen to all of us.
Us. U and S.
The last two letters of FOCUS.
The setting of clear sights,
Centring us at the heart of activity as
Someone to attend to.
Without focus, what becomes of your skills?
The heart of our story?
Why even tell the story at all?
Because that story empowers us,
Firing up the engine of safety.
That story spurs us to be better.
No, to be everything we are and can be
Together.
Together as a team,
Unit,
Family,
Community of care here on our island home.
Far from the mainland but close to each other,
Our togetherness is what keeps us safe.
Safety is a six-letter word.
Skills, Accountability, Focus, Empowerment, Togetherness.
And above all else,
You.
When we place ourselves in your hands,
We offer up ourselves to you.
You keep us safe and
Must stay that way.
For what is our safety without yours?
“I always believe, no matter what the doctor says, that I will be cured,” she says as her sister sits next to her.
“I wonder if these medical professionals, in caring for people who face such insurmountable odds, walk around all the time carrying this weight I’m hauling now.”
He had been trying to cope with the grief ever since and was on a quest for soul-searching and meaning-making.
She spoke about the ways this traumatic event shaped who she is today: a person with an “unshakeable peace” born of deep faith,
She wanted to help people feel comfortable and transform the shame around colon issues. "I want to talk about things that matter, the things people don't want to discuss.
When we met, she was coming off a stretch of nine 14-hour shifts. She was tired but in good spirits.
She reflected on how her resilience was born from moments of shared mirth amid life's trying chapters.
“Life is complex and dirty, but digging in is important to me,” she said. “Maybe if more of us understood history, we could understand each other better.”
We are expected to research, contribute to scholarship, earn grants – all on our own time.
We are expected to research, contribute to scholarship, earn grants – all on our own time.
Every day, I try to see through the patient lens, and I ask: what can we do to change this broken system?
She was very proud of her daughter and has hopes for “a bright future that’s as pain free as possible”
“I’m trying to focus on doing little things to make people feel better during everything that’s going on in the world,” she told me.
“It’s hard to see others struggle,” she said. “How can I help with their struggle without struggling myself?”
"I'd tell her it's OK to be loud...it's OK to challenge and to bring all of you into these spaces where no one looks like you..."
“I'm continuously questioning: did I do it right?" she said. "I’ve always done a good amount of second-guessing, but I’m re-learning how to show up differently.”
“It’s weird,” she said. “This is one of the biggest accomplishments of my life, but it doesn’t feel like it.”
"It changed me; It changed the way I look at life," said this woman about her profound experience during her pregnancy.
“It’s been more challenging than normal lately,” she said. “I’m only one person. It's a struggle for me to say no, but I can’t do everything that’s being asked of me right now.”
"I've been processing how to make the most of the small amount of life we have to live," said this physician.